Well I fall again into dismay
Well I'll be ashamed of cryin
And i know its never been the way i described
But i am afraid of tryin
Your the one that keeps me all excited
You keep me begging for more
Now is it over?

Never leave me and don't deceive me
I'll keep on crawling my friend
Never tease me don't leave me here
Its all the same in the end

Now i find that i am weak at fair
That i am ashamed of liein
Now i know things never feel right inside
And i am afraid of diein
Cause your the one that keeps me all excited
You keep me begging for more
Now is it over?


Don't lever me here its all the same in the end.

Jan 25 2007

January 23 has come and gone leaving us ..........

I failed you,

I failed myself,

I failed us.

It feels as though its all on my head.

What is weighed down more the head or the heart i can not say.

I still remember our first encounter.

First time on the Internet minutes after getting my first email account I entered the first chat room I could find.

You were there.

I messaged you .........................